Painful Delight

I’ve become increasingly convinced that the most difficult parts of life are also the most necessary and the most fulfilling.  Those gut-wrenching trials and moments (or years) of anguish can be transcendent experiences, causing us to affirm that life is meaningful even as we question whether it is worth all the pain.  It is the

Factory Prayers

This past Tuesday, I spent all night praying for something, and at 2:30 Wednesday morning exactly the opposite of what I had prayed for took place. And I was completely ok with that. It wasn’t because I didn’t care—for most of the night, it was all I could think about.  My ADHD mind would wander